Poem/update

Okay I haven't posted in a long time it seems like. There has literally been no time to write since school has started. I feel bad but at least I'm writing now, right? So I was look through old e-mail and I found a poem I wrote a couple months ago. I sent it to my cousin. As I stood reading it I couldn't help but think how good it is. I mean I'm really not trying to flatter myself too much but it is one of my better poems. See when I wrote it I was still mourning over a break up. It wasn't so much that I was sad we weren't together, I was just angry. He kept trying to be my friend but the reality was I didn't want to be his friend anymore. So after a big fight with him and then a cool down period I wrote this poem. So there is some back ground for you. I hope you enjoy this poem and please tell me what you think!

Neutral ground

Is where I am
I jumped off the bound

And I'm ok where I stand

No conclusion was formed
I put the cold war to an end

Because this topic is worn

And I had to bend

The wind was becoming violent

I was tired of the silence.

The mood didnt last long

But I now know how I feel

We where both in the wrong

And we kept spinning on the endless wheel

Spitting out our insulting cud

Forcing it, trying to mend

Trying to go back 

To the way it was

Looking at the puzzle we layer on the table

But some of the pieces are missing

And nothing fits
But its all good
I'm stable 

And I'm not talking
I'm listening

No more what should have,

Could have been said or done

It wont change

What has already begun.
I enjoy the distance

And would appreciate a lack of persistence,

From you

Because we need to deal 

With the way things are

And a step back 

Won't get us far

Tell me what you think!

~Yours Truly~grrrl in green

All rights to poem owned by B.T. (AKA grrrl in green)